the mouse army

I was there for u when u were feeling down

Giving u moral support when i myself is not feeling that great

I was there for u when u were bored

Accompanying u when i was tired as hell

I was there for u when u wanted to go somewhere different

Driving u in the middle of the nite when obviously i couldn’t c at nite

I was there for u when u needed someone to talk to

Lending u my listening ears when my brain is already in a coma

I was there for u when u lost ur money

Borrowed u watever i got when its actually my last few pieces

I was there for u when u couldn’t get a job

Asking u to just b patient

I was there for u when u couldn’t fit in

Making u feel that its just temporary

I was there for u when luck is not on ur side

Convincing u that good luck is just around the corner

I was there for u when u were stressed out with work

Convincing u that u r just not used to it, time will tell

Where were u when i was feeling down?

Where were u when i was bored?

Where were u when i wanted to go on a ride at nite?

Where were u when i needed someone to talk to?

Where were u when i started my new job n was having some personal issues?

Where were u on my birthday?

What happen to all the promises u made?

What happen to the aquarium trip u promise me?

What happen to the unlimited ride in ur new car u promise me?

I heard there mite b someone new

Its ok with me, as long as she is better than me

But u didnt hav to avoid me, stop calling me n stop talking to me

U made me feel like im a freak

Well, all is done, there is no turning back

I just hope u die a horrible death

I also hope i dont c u around, as i fear i will give u a slap

By the way, i want my card back

N ur CD belongs to me now

The End

A lot is goin thru my mind now. Work , career , studies , friends , relationship , family , etc.

I love my job. I like my colleagues. I like bullying the juniors n sometimes my senior. Haha. No lah , i sayang them k. But there is just something missing. Maybe its because of the endless amount of work. But i doubt it , i like being busy. Or could it b because of the rush n deadlines all the time. I doubt it too , coz i work better with deadlines. If my manager doesnt tells me its urgent , i’ll take my own sweet time doin it n go snake around somewhere else. Or maybe i’ve been doin the same thing everyday for 2 yrs. I love wat i’m doin , just that sometimes will get sick of it ma. I guess that just leaves the reason to $$$$.

I dont exactly get paid well. Some of my frens thinks i get paid too little. They dont say it but i can c it thru their faces! No worries , i know u care. Hugz! So when am i gonna finish studying n get a well paid job to buy all the shoes that i want n stop being a full-time workaholic n part-time student so that i can enjoy life n go travel at least twice a year? Soon soon. I have faith.

But why not just change job. Get a better one rite? *Guilty as charged* I fell into the category of ppl that had became too comfortable in their current environment. Yes i finally admit it.

I had lunch with a colleague the other day.

Shaz : How long hav u been working here?

Me : 2 yrs

Shaz : Wah. U know , u r considered the loyal type.

Me :8O

Most of the time , ppl would just ask me do i plan to change job or when do i plan to change. This is the 1st time someone said that i’m a LOYAL employee. Made me felt like i had worked there for 10 yrs. OMG!

Tired.

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